Fairy Tale

I've been searching since the day i lost him,

Yet being unsure when i lost him.

I know that nobody can bring him back

so that he is gone for ever.

He knew only the world of toys

Where fairy tales where the highest truths.

And as he knew nothing,

he worried never on anything.

I know he will never be back

still i wanna search him so that

this gloomy mind will keep itsef 

breathing upto the end.

He was the child whom i lost.

He was the child whom everybody lost.

We gained a new man that day,

who is nothing but a projection of a shadow.

The fairy tales are all gone,

leaving the scent of old books here.

The child whom i lost has reached

the world where the fairy tales are true.

His life had only dreams

which were not merely eating and fucking.

His dreams were his breath.

Now they have become fairy tales.

I know the people who killed him,

they told they loved him.

They poisoned him and 

i don't know why they hate kids.

I don't know where they buried him

I have made a tomb in my heart 

Which i filled with old tales and dreams.

A tomb, beautiful like a dollhouse.